im like a frinkin joke for everyone...

damn!!! i hate this kind of feelin, where everyone laugh at me. today at karate lesson, i was called up so the teacher could demonstrate wad we r gonna learn next, well, i got bitten, n guess wad, its like a frinkin joke to everyone, no one even ask how i felt abt it, its jus tad no one cares for how i felt.
oh well, if i need to get u ppl attention, i need to do stupid things to get u interested, i hate tad, y wouldn't u ppl jus show some care to everyone huh, everyone is a human, y do we need to treat each other tad way, i rather be wit a friend tad is dumd but cares for me than a 'cool' friend who does not even give a damn abt wad i felt...
yup tads jus how i felt, i jus need some place to release....