i dunno wad to say...

If I got down on my knees
And pleaded to be with you
If I cross a million oceans
Just to be with you
Would you ever......let me down?
If I climbed the highest mountain
Just to hold you tight
If I said that I would loved you every single night
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad....
It's just that worried
I'm so worried　
That you'll let me down....
So plz dun let me down....
If I swan the longest river
Just to call your name
If I said the way I felt for you
Would never change
Would you still be around?
I'm so worried tad you would let me down.....
there's a 1000 words tad i could say, but its making it go wrong...
seem so long ago u went away, n left me alone...
i remember wad u said, u were acting so strange..
maybe i was to blind to see tad u needed a change
was it something i said tad made u turn away?
but the truth remains....
do u remember the time when we were sitting together?
i was crazy abt u....nuthin i could do...
maybe its better to leave u jus alone....
banging at the old wooden door, n im crawling bak to u...
maybe i need to tell u face to face, tad i lied to u abt me being fine...
im jus running away from truth
well here i m
banging on the door, all my hands are bruised...
r u gonna let me in....?
dun tell me all ur passion had gone away....
i dun need no care for all this...
how nice tad this was jus a nightmare...
n u would be still there when i woke up...
maybe jus a smile but it has no way back...
but there was angel who called me back by grabbing my heart away...
i was lost in a lonely place...
i believe tad this is ok...
when u open up my heart n show me all ur love....
like a once in a lifetime...i wan no more goodbyes
jus walk by me n feel the way i feel....
its impossible...
a man like me so irresponsible...
im the man tad never felt ready...
dun feel nuthin, i jus feel cold~~
dun take it as if it doesn't mean a thing...
after everything i had learnt, i need to learn to stop all those begging...
so jus bring it on, anyway im jus bruised all over me...
i better learnt wad life is all abt....
u dunno cuz things ain clear...
everybody noes u dun get wad u planned...
everybody runs away from wad they dun understand...
it should all go well since u told me the truth...
ppl wish they were like everyone else.....but how hard is it for u to noe tad,i wanna be like u...
how hard is it for me to get back into ur heart?
yes i noe its the wrost thing ever if i got back...
if i wasn't such a fool, i would be right now holding ur hands...
so tad i would noe wad to say n the way to go....back to you...
i dunno how it got so crazy...
cuz u were always so amazing...
let me prove my love is true..
so u would feel the way i feel
give me one more chance...
to give my love to you...
maybe u would tell me the words to say...
cuz i dunno wad to do, wad to say n the way to go...
im jus lost in my own world, dunno wad to say anymore...
its jus like a kind of game, when it starts it would end one day...
tads jus how the way of life is...
why couldn't we jus blinfold ourself n let the game continue...
now i have nuthing to help this anymore...
i noe u dun have the love u had for me....
so i cried n plead to god tad all this could jus restart n take it as if nuthin happened..
jus like a brainwash...
now i spend my night desperetly with my whole night awaken jus to think of somethin tad could help me to get back...
close ur eyes n make a wish..
n hope this would have stayed forever n have each other now...
i dun wanna noe the reason why im like this now
let me feel the pain u feel inside...
this is a illusion!!how can i feel this way...
this ain not true...
if u ever read this, dun be sad for me, this is jus the way life is...
n u have to move on....damn! this is the part i hate the most--moving on....

NOT SAD....

唉。。。wads love? can anyone tell me....
love is something tad u feel for someone, not how u tell someone 'I LOVE U'n dun mean it.
Lost Over Variaty Enthunisamn
wads so big deal if theres a million of fishes out in the sea?? u r not gonna catch them one by one, n then let them bak in to their own little ponds....
sometimes thinking of wad love is like, i think its like 'glass', cuz when the glass is broken, even if u sticked it bak together, there would still be some cracks somewhere tad u cant see.....n its better to leave it than to hurt urself to put them bak together. but wads the point of living a life without some excitement!! why not we jus get hurt n put the glasses bak the way it was, n continue to live on wit it, its sure gonna be fun!!
loving someone does not mean going out shopping for luxury stuffs to show ur love, its the time u spend wit him/her.....